Happiness

As the days of the summer pass on by, my happiness increases at a stagnating rate. About a month ago, I was under pure misery, leading me to believe...or should I say lack belief in myself. Who knew that that would change within such a short span of time? I am growing up; mentally of course. Physically I am all grown up, but I have not felt so ready to tackle on whatever gets in my way. I guess in a way I am feeling more and more capable each day.

Perhaps I might be getting cocky. I have a job in which my value can be considered priceless. I did not see that in myself, until now. I have always been the one bashed, berated and belittled as a kid by senseless bullies who are now probably meeting the fate of karma. As a young developing mind, the only thing to believe was what I was told. This negative aura has shadowed me and has joined me in conversations with my subconscious mind. Things are changing.

Accidents happen, mistakes happen, and sometimes you get bad luck. It all may stretch for a long time, but in the end, all the pain and struggle pays out with a well-deserved reward. I am not saying that I am there yet, but I am coming to peace with everything that I considered bad that has happened to me. I am now a more complete individual than I have ever been, whose value can now be clearly seen. For once I have left a lasting impression on a group of people who make salaries greater than most people I have come in contact with. Who knew they'd be so humble?

Fate is doing its job for me and leading me in a way where I can be sincerely happy. At the same time I am finally in control. It is my time, I can feel it. Let's see how far this road goes on the pursuit of happiness.